Tuesday, February 12, 2013

What The Hell?!

I'm not sure what I'm doing. I'm not a writer and don't write well. I write like I talk. I was inspried by another blog that I found and thought what the hell....why not.

As embarrassed as I am to admit this, after reading Fifty Shades I became fascinated with the whole D/s relationship. I have always tried to get my husband to be more of the Head of Household and make more of the decisions and I would just follow his lead. But it didn't really work out like that. Now, having read these book, (and btw I LOVED them!!!!) I am even more interested in wanting to live this lifestyle.

I have no idea what I'm doing or anything about this lifestyle. I have done some research on the internet (I know I know....that is a horrible place to start) and have found some pretty interesting info. I don't know anyone who is in the lifestyle, but man do I wish I did. I have soooooooo many questions and don't exactly know where to turn.

I thought I would start this blog to see how our journey goes into this new and exciting (I think) time for us. Just so you know, this is ALL my idea. I have hinted around to him for a while but decided I needed to do more. He wasn't exactly taking the hints I was giving him, although maybe I just wasn't giving very good hints!! I guess that could be possible! Anyway, I have sent him some links to a blog that I absoutely loved. He has started reading it but I haven't really heard anything from him.
I am scared, nervous, anxious, excited, and a little worried about his reaction. He is pretty passive in our relationship. I usually make all the decisions (or together we will) and he pretty much lets me do whatever I want.

Unfortunately I think we established very early in our relationship that I pretty much wore the pants in our family. Well I don't know if I'm going through a mid life crisis or if Fifty Shades really brought out the Sub in me that has always been there. Either way, this is our journey!


  1. How would the internet be a horrible place to start? Pretty sure that's where most of us started. :) The thing is, there's a lot of MISinformation as well as good, solid information. You just have to be careful of your sources.

  2. Welcome to the club, Subrina! Happy blogging!

    1. Thank you Subbie for stopping by and commenting! This is all really new to me....the lifestyle AND the blogging. But I'm excited for both.

  3. Welcome and good luck with your journey