Tuesday, December 10, 2013

I Can't

The door is locked.

The lights are off.

The toy box is open.

That familiar pull is in the air. 

He gets into bed and tells me to come lay on his chest. He starts rubbing my body, kissing me.

I return the affection. Kissing his neck, his ears, his lips, his face. My hands are everywhere they can reach.

We are like teenagers making out.

"Get your clothes off"

I take off my panties.

"Get your shirt off"

Shit just got real!

"Do I have to?"

"Yes, get it off, now. I want to feel your body against mine"

I do as I'm told.

He wraps his arms around me. He holds me. He kisses me. He rubs me. He has that deep sexy low growl that I love.

"Gawd I love the feel of your naked body against mine"

He is all over me, rubbing me, feeling me, teasing me. He can't get enough.

Then he slides a finger in me. 

He fingers me hard, takes his finger out and rubs my clit, then sliding his fingers back inside.  Over and over.

I am lost in him. Our bodies becoming tangled in heat and passion.

He gets off the bed and goes over to the "toy box".

He comes back and slides his fingers inside again, over and over.

Then I feel it, he slides a dildo in my pussy. He slides it in slow and deep. He is pushing me to the edge.

"You like it, don't you? You like being fucked, don't you slut?"

He continues to fuck me with the dildo. Slow, deep, hard, fast. Again and again

"I want you to cum"

I want to. I can feel my body building up to it. I'm right on the edge. Waiting and wanting to be pushed over.

"I can't. I can't"

"Yes you can, let go, release. Feel it, it feels good"

I'm teetering on the edge. I can feel it. That moment when you feel the tingle in your body, that wave of sensation right before you let go.

I'm hanging on the edge, begging to be pushed. Wanting and needing to be pushed.

"I can't. I can't"

He gets the plug-in-vibe out.

I hear it.


He puts in on my clit.

It only takes a minute before I am pushed over that edge I have been teetering on, that edge that I wanted to jump from a few minutes ago.

He slides is cock in me and takes what is his.

When he is finished he wraps me in his arms and rubs my head and tells me how much he loves me. He tells me that he loves feeling my body against his.

"I'm sorry"

"Why are you sorry?"

"Because I couldn't cum"

"Don't be sorry, you need to learn to relax, you need to let go and just feel, don't think"

"I love you Mr, D"

"I love you too, now go to sleep. We'll talk tomorrow"

To be continued.............



  1. Hey Subrina, very nicely told ... hot! Glad you were pushed over the edge in the end :) Looking forward to the rest!


    1. Thanks Roz!
      It was even Hotter in living color!!

  2. Sound like you had a very thrilling night;)

    1. Hi Kim! It was very thrilling. He pushed me or of my comfort zone a little but it was amazing!

  3. Very nice!

    Sometimes it is hard to"let go" isn't it? My mind occasionally has to wander into places that for a very long time was afraid to admit and talk about!

    1. Hi little girl,

      Thanks for commenting. It's very hard....that's one of my many struggles. I can't turn off my brain and just roll with the punches. I really wanted to....for him...but I just couldn't. I guess I haven't been to that place in my head yet....hopefully I will get there, and soon!!

  4. It took me 46 years & somebody who actually cared enough .. for me to "let go" ... It is an awesome feeling to be able to let go & you will get there & then the floodgates will never close!!! ;)

    1. Hi kittie!

      Thanks for stopping by and commenting. It sure isn't easy, but your comment gives me hope!